Poems By Stephanie J.

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

The Virus

Hey guys, don't worry, I'm not having suicidal thoughts. I was thinking about what happened in February so I wrote about. Tell me what y'all think. My sister said it was good, but for you all of you who know my sister... anyways talk to y'all later... Stephanie J.

It is contagious and it never stops
Once you have those bad thoughts
Why are you alive?
No one cares and no one ever will
What did you do to deserve this horrible life?

That's what you think
Until your gone
Wherever you are you see you're wrong
You were too ignorant to realize that I was here
Are we just nothing?
Is that how you think of everyone who cares about you?

Then the next moment someone else is thinking
And the same exact thing happens
It's a cycle
When will it end?

You could've had a life
You might've had children
Maybe even a wife
But you took it away
Not just from you but everyone else
After you killed yourself, everyone lost it
They wept and they cried
They all threw a fit
All because you took us for granted

If you saw us now, you'd be in pain
You would've killed yourself again
What have you gained?

I would've helped you
If you would've let me
Why did you turn away?